start series home streaming videos sitemap linx music random faq sign gb read gb

what's new / blog
My StumbleUpon Page
(replacing blog for the moment)

  • seriously, follow the white rabbit (lewis carroll's words and book excerpts)
  • Pineal Gland - DMT (graham hancock's supernatural, bigger update soon!)
  • Law of Attraction (michael losier and some text adaptation)
  • streaming vids (some vids, broken link cleanup soon)

  • Carl Jung's The Psychology of Kundalini Yoga

  • streaming vids (michael moore's sicko)

    I'll post here periodically when I updated something. If you checked my Stumbleupon blog you know I've been to Thailand for two weeks (click for some pics), which I absolutely loved - I so wanna move over there. Also I'm gonna be very busy the next few weeks, launching my new career (whatever it is :p) and so not much time for (m)any updates here. I updated the streaming vids page and the recommended books page.

    I also got to know the Emotional Freedom Technique from Gary Craig, I'm still evaluating it though.

    I totally recommend the following books: RA Salvatore - Dark Elf Trilogy (see stumbleupon blog for quotes), Joseph O'Connor & John Seymour - NLP Psychological skills for understanding and influencing people (excellent), PJ Hansen - Hypnosis in practice (ok). I read a book on 'provocative therapy' but didn't like that much, crazy dutch people :p. I'm still reading Graham Hancock's Supernatural which is mindbogglingly awesome and I'm (probably) gonna start reading (all of) the following books: Deepak Chopra - Buddha, Carl Jung - Redmeption in Alchemy, Carl Jung - Western Consciousness & Eastern Insight, Lewis Carroll - Alice's Adventures in Wonderland, Philip K. Dick - Ubik and H. Berghs - An introduction to the thinknig of E. Levinas, L. Wittgenstein, A. Whitehead, J. Habermas.

    If you want more dedroidify related content I'm gonna have to refer you to my Stumbleupon blog until things get straightened out here :)


    I'm way too busy in the real world to keep up with my internet life
    so please check out my
    Stumbleupon blog


  • streaming vids

    New NLP & Hypnosis vids with Milton Erickson, Tad James and Wendi Friesen!

    Tad James: Timeline Therapy and the Prime Directives of your Unconscious Mind

    Tad & Adriana James

    Tad James lays out his Timeline Therapy in this article, but what's most interesting is the Prime Directives of the Unconscious Mind that he compiled from the Hawaiian Huna and NLP & hypnosis work. If we know how our unconscious works, we can understand it better and get more in rapport with it. People who are in rapport with their unconscious mind have the world at their fingertips.
    I highly recommend the books or audiobooks on Huna and Deep Trance Phenomena by Tad James.

    Check out GV: The Boy With The Incredible Brain
    This is the breathtaking story of Daniel Tammet. A twenty-something with extraordinary mental abilities, Daniel is one of the world’s few savants. He can do calculations to 100 decimal places in his head, and learn a language in a week. This documentary follows Daniel as he travels to America to meet the scientists who are convinced he may hold the key to unlocking similar abilities in everyone. He also meets the world’s most famous savant, the man who inspired Dustin Hoffman’s character in the Oscar winning film Rain Man. One of the many vids on the streaming vids page

    This might piss some people off, but see if I care :p

  • no balls

    Family guy does have balls

  • Chris: Where am I? Grandpa? What are you doing here?

    Grandpa: Chris, welcome to the Skull and Bones society. This is where the most powerful men in the world are groomed for their futures. Every president, every CEO, every douchebag named Ryan Seacrest. The Skull and Bones society has been a part of my family for decades and we want you to become a member.

    Chris: Really? Wow cool!

    Grandpa: Excellent! You get your own stock portfolio, a percentage of the 9/11 victims fund, and the best medical care on the planet, you'll be kept as healthy as a horse!


    There are so many freaking blog items today it's ridiculous

    How to stay stressed
    a taster:

    TAKE PLENTY OF STIMULANTS. The old standards of caffeine, nicotine, sugar, and cola will continue to do the job just fine.

    AVOID "WOO-WOO" PRACTICES. Ignore the evidence suggesting that meditation, yoga, deep breathing, and/or mental imaging help to reduce stress. The Protestant work ethic is good for everyone, Protestant or not.

    GET RID OF YOUR SOCIAL SUPPORT SYSTEM. Let the few friends who are willing to tolerate you know that concern yourself with friendships only if you have time, and you never have time. If a few people persist in trying to be your friend, avoid them.

    PERSONALIZE ALL CRITICISM. Anyone who criticizes any aspect of your work, family, dog, house, or car is mounting a personal attack. Don't take time to listen, be offended, then return the attack!

    THROW OUT YOUR SENSE OF HUMOR. Staying stressed is no laughing matter, and it shouldn't be treated as one.

    MALES AND FEMALES ALIKE - BE MACHO. Never ever ask for help, and if you want it done right, do it yourself!

    BECOME A WORKAHOLIC. Put work before everything else, and be sure to take work home evenings and weekends. Keep reminding yourself that vacations are for sissies.

    DISCARD GOOD TIME MANAGEMENT SKILLS. Schedule in more activities every day than you can possibly get done and then worry about it all whenever you get a chance.

    PROCRASTINATE. Putting things off to the last second always produces a marvelous amount of stress.

    WORRY ABOUT THINGS YOU CAN'T CONTROL. Worry about the stock market, earthquakes, the approaching Ice Age, you know, all the big issues.

    BECOME NOT ONLY A PERFECTIONIST BUT SET IMPOSSIBLY HIGH STANDARDS ...and either beat yourself up, or ... feel guilty, depressed, discouraged, and/or inadequate when you don't meet them.


    George Carlin's New Rules for 2007

    Stop giving me that pop-up ad for ! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days . . mowing my lawn.

    Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout?

    Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards.

    If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men.

    Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay, we're done.

    There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap at the supermarket, water, but without that watery taste. Sorry, but flavored water is called a soft drink. You want flavored water? Pour some scotch over ice and let it melt. That's your flavored water.

    Stop screwing with old people. Target is introducing a redesigned pill bottle that's square, with a bigger label. And the top is now the bottom. And by the time grandpa figures out how to open it, his ass will be in the morgue. Congratulations, Target, you just solved the Social Security crisis.

    The more complicated the Starbucks order, the bigger the asshole. If you walk into a Starbucks and order a "decaf grande half-soy, half-low fat, iced vanilla, double-shot, gingerbread cappuccino, extra dry, light ice, with one Sweet-n'-Low, and one NutraSweet," ooh, you're a huge asshole.

    I'm not the cashier! By the time I look up from sliding my card, entering my PIN number, pressing "Enter," verifying the amount, deciding, no, I don't want cash back, and pressing "Enter" again, the kid who is supposed to be ringing me up is standing there eating my Almond Joy.

    Just because your tattoo has Chinese characters in it doesn't make you spiritual. It's right above the crack of your ass. And it translates to "beef with broccoli." The last time you did anything spiritual, you were praying to God you weren't pregnant. You're not spiritual. You're just high.

    Competitive eating isn't a sport. It's one of the seven deadly sins. ESPN recently televised the U.S. Open of Competitive Eating, because watching those athletes at the poker table was just too damned exciting. What's next, competitive farting? Oh wait. They're already doing that. It's called "The Howard Stern Show."

    I don't need a bigger mega M&Ms If I'm extra hungry for M&Ms, I'll go nuts and eat two.

    If you're going to insist on making movies based on crappy, old television shows, then you have to give everyone in the Cineplex a remote so we can see what's playing on the other screens. Let's remember the reason something was a television show in the first place is that the idea wasn't good enough to be a movie.

    No more gift registries. You know, it used to be just for weddings. Now it's for babies and new homes and graduations from rehab. Picking out the stuff you want and having other people buy it for you isn't gift giving, it's the white people version of looting.

    No more bathroom attendants. After I zip up, some guy is offering me a towel and a mint like I just had sex with George Michael. I can't even tell if he's supposed to be there, or just some freak with a fetish. I don't want to be on your web cam, dude. I just want to wash my hands.

    When I ask how old your toddler is, I don't need to know in months. "27 Months." "He's two," will do just fine. He's not a cheese. And I didn't really care in the first place.

    If you ever hope to be a credible adult and want a job that pays better than minimum wage, then for God's sake don't pierce or tattoo every available piece of flesh. If so, then plan your future around saying" Do you want fries with that?"


    At the end of the day this bug-eyed racist idiot of a motherfucker will probably become president of France.
    After the idiot Chirac, the french have decided to sink a little lower.

    In case you forgot, Sarkozy was the idiot that threw a little oil on the fire which caused the Paris riots to escalate.

    Seriously, if you know of any country which doesn't have a fascist racist government in the western world, please e-mail my stumble inbox. I'd like to cherish those countries in my heart.


    LSD as Therapy? Write about It, Get Barred from US
    Psychotherapist denied entry in US after border guard googled his work.

    Since when is an ignorant fucking border guard an expert in psychotherapy? Since when is google fucking used as a deterrent?

    Fingerprints for FBI:
    He was told to sit down on a folding chair and for hours he wondered where this was going. He checked his watch and thought hopelessly of his friend who was about to land at the Seattle airport. Three hours later, the official motioned him into a small, barren room with an American flag. He was sitting on one side and Feldmar was on the other. The official said that under the Homeland Security Act, Feldmar was being denied entry due to "narcotics" use. LSD is not a narcotic substance, Feldmar tried to explain, but an entheogen. The guard wasn't interested in technicalities. He asked for a statement from Feldmar admitting to having used LSD and he fingerprinted Feldmar for an FBI file.

    Then Feldmar disbelievingly listened as he learned that he was being barred from ever entering the United States again. The officer told him he could apply to the Department of Homeland Security for a waiver, if he wished, and gave him a package, with the forms.

    The border guard then escorted him to his car and made sure he did a U-turn and went back to Canada.

    (if you're American/English and take offense, be my guest, maybe it'll make you fucking do something about it)




    Chicago ftw

    Cool balloons!


    Intelligent design is hilarious, though taking darwin's view of evolution so seriously after a century isn't exactly intelligent either. Fundamentalist materialism is funnier than fundamentalist religion, cause the materialists actually think they're being rational... :p
    Time to explore Integral Thought people!

    Only in American media would an article be named so fucking dumb. You'd think they'd grasp the concept of "DUH" by now... as long as you bitch and whine about the freaking obvious, no thought provoking stuff needs to be thrown out there. Thank you Rupert Murdoch (who owns nat geo) for replacing journalism with what you think is entertainment...
    As stumbler Mikeize nicely put it: The only ones who claim to be finding proof of it are those who ALREADY believe in it = Not sound science.

    There's more to evolution, than a little DNA. I wasn't gonna say anything about evolution not being a blind, mechanical process in a meaningless universe, but they made it too easy :p Besides human conscious evolution with meditation and other mind-expanding pracitices... One word baby: Giraffes (see next pic)

    "It's about how the future has as much to do with the present as the past does. Giraffes can only have come from the future. There's no way evolution in the past would have let something that defenseless and impractical live for 15 minutes." Kilgore Trout (Kurt Vonnegut) lol


    Does Maya calendar predict 2012 apocalypse?
    By G. Jeffrey MacDonald, Special to USA TODAY

    With humanity coming up fast on 2012, publishers are helping readers gear up and count down to this mysterious — some even call it apocalyptic — date that ancient Mayan societies were anticipating thousands of years ago.
    Since November, at least three new books on 2012 have arrived in mainstream bookstores. A fourth is due this fall. Each arrives in the wake of the 2006 success of 2012: The Return of Quetzalcoatl, which has been selling thousands of copies a month since its release in May and counts more than 40,000 in print. The books also build on popular interest in the Maya, fueled in part by Mel Gibson's December 2006 film about Mayan civilization, Apocalpyto.
    Authors disagree about what humankind should expect on Dec. 21, 2012, when the Maya's "Long Count" calendar marks the end of a 5,126-year era.
    Journalist Lawrence Joseph forecasts widespread catastrophe in Apocalypse 2012: A Scientific Investigation Into Civilization's End. Spiritual healer Andrew Smith predicts a restoration of a "true balance between Divine Feminine and Masculine" in The Revolution of 2012: Vol. 1, The Preparation. In 2012, Daniel Pinchbeck anticipates a "change in the nature of consciousness," assisted by indigenous insights and psychedelic drug use.
    The buildup to 2012 echoes excitement and fear expressed on the eve of the new millennium, popularly known as Y2K, though on a smaller scale, says Lynn Garrett, senior religion editor at Publishers Weekly. She says publishers seem to be courting readers who believe humanity is creating its own ecological disasters and desperately needs ancient indigenous wisdom.
    "The convergence I see here is the apocalyptic expectations, if you will, along with the fact that the environment is in the front of many people's minds these days," Garrett says. "Part of the appeal of these earth religions is that notion that we need to reconnect with the Earth in order to save ourselves."
    here comes the funny part:
    But scholars are bristling at attempts to link the ancient Maya with trends in contemporary spirituality. Maya civilization, known for advanced writing, mathematics and astronomy, flourished for centuries in Mesoamerica, especially between A.D. 300 and 900. Its Long Count calendar, which was discontinued under Spanish colonization, tracks more than 5,000 years, then resets at year zero.
    "For the ancient Maya, it was a huge celebration to make it to the end of a whole cycle," says Sandra Noble, executive director of the Foundation for the Advancement of Mesoamerican Studies in Crystal River, Fla. To render Dec. 21, 2012, as a doomsday or moment of cosmic shifting, she says, is "a complete fabrication and a chance for a lot of people to cash in." (Yes but if it was true the careers of these so called 'scholars' would be discredited and THEY wouldn't be able to cash in anymore...)
    Part of the 2012 mystique stems from the stars. On the winter solstice in 2012, the sun will be aligned with the center of the Milky Way for the first time in about 26,000 years. This means that "whatever energy typically streams to Earth from the center of the Milky Way will indeed be disrupted on 12/21/12 at 11:11 p.m. Universal Time," Joseph writes.
    But scholars doubt the ancient Maya extrapolated great meaning from anticipating the alignment — if they were even aware of what the configuration would be. Astronomers generally agree that "it would be impossible the Maya themselves would have known that," says Susan Milbrath, a Maya archaeoastronomer and a curator at the Florida Museum of Natural History. What's more, she says, "we have no record or knowledge that they would think the world would come to an end at that point." University of Florida anthropologist Susan Gillespie says the 2012 phenomenon comes "from media and from other people making use of the Maya past to fulfill agendas that are really their own."

  • Current and coming books on 2012:
  • 2012: The Return of Quetzalcoatl by Daniel Pinchbeck (Penguin/Tarcher, May 2006)
  • 2013 Oracle: Ancient Keys to the 2012 Awakening by David Carson & Nina Sammons (Council Oaks, November 2006)
  • Apocalypse 2012: A Scientific Investigation Into Civilization's End by Lawrence Joseph (Random House/Morgan Road, January 2007)
  • The Revolution of 2012: Vol. 1, The Preparation by Andrew Smith (Ford Evans, January 2007)
  • Serpent of Light by Drunvalo Melchizedek (Red Wheel/Weiser, Autumn 2007)

    Comment from Myspace: "I find this part hilarious...
    'Astronomers generally agree that 'it would be impossible the Maya themselves would have known that,''
    These people clearly know nothing about plant hallucinogens and their power."
    Mike Hunt


  • the short path
  • hmmm

  • mind techniques
  • ken wilber
  • yoga


    How hypnosis got eclipsed in psychology
    Another shameful aspect of psychology's history
    The young Sigmund Freud studied with Liebault and Bernheim at the Nancy School and initially used hypnosis in his practice. In the end, Freud stopped using hypnosis. The reason declared publicly was that a young female patient had jumped up and kissed him. Freud professed to be shocked and concluded that hypnosis was far too volatile to use. The little known history of hypnosis records a different reason why Freud stopped using hypnosis: his cocaine usage had ruined his gums, and his false teeth did not fit well, causing him not to speak well enough to induce trance easily.

    In competition with an excellent hypnotist named Breuer, Freud invented 'talking therapy.' Freud said that his talking therapy would not be a therapy for the poor. It would take 100 to 300 hours to effect a cure. His talking therapy became psychoanalysis and this changed the history of European psychology. Freudian psychoanalysis became the rage in psychology and it became inappropriate to use any other techniques. Consequently, hypnosis was eclipsed.

    From Tad James' Hypnosis: A Comprehensive Guide: Producing Deep Trance Phenomena


    Part 2 of Cosmic Trigger 2: Down to Earth update
    updates throughout the entire website:
    reality tunnel - eyeclipse - quotebox - language - toddlers - gi joke - 1984

    "We can all see how other people's BS (belief system or bullshit :p) makes them blind and "stupid" at times, but we find it very hard to noticehow our own BS is doing the same to us. This is what anthropologists call 'acculturalization.' Following Gurdjieff, I prefer to call it hypnosis... Every politician knows how to induce hypnosis, and very damned few peple on the whole planet know how to de-hypnotize themselves. The world is not governed by facts or logic. It is governed by BS (belief systems)."
    Robert Anton Wilson

    1. Never believe totally in anybody else's BS.
    2. Never believe totally in your own BS.
    Robert Anton Wilson

    "The penalty for laughing in a courtroom is six months in jail; if it were not for this penalty, the jury would never hear the evidence."
    H.L. Mencken

    "There is no absurdity so palpable but that it may be firmly planted in the human head if only begin to inculcate it before the age of five, by constantly repeating it with an air of great solemnity."
    Arthur Schopenhauer

    "I don't mind being accused of being an 'escapist.' On a planet that increasingly resembles one huge Maximum Security prison, the only intelligent choice is to plan a jail break." Robert Anton Wilson

    "Hypnosis exists on all levels of human society, and very few scientists can remember that their favorite models started out as metaphors."
    Robert Anton Wilson

    "Every government is run by liars and nothing they say should be believed."
    I.F. Stone

    "There is many a boy here who looks on war as all glory, but, boys, it is all hell."
    General William T. Sherman

    "In 1938, for most of the men of our tribe, The Depression ended as mysteriously as it had begun. The Navy Yard in Brooklyn was hiring longshoremen again, in great droves... Everybody knew this sudden good luck had its sinister side. The Navy Yard was busy because the government was tooling up for another war... Roosevelt said he was not going to get us into the war. He promised he would keep us out of the war. My father said that Woodrow Wilson had made the same promises and then connived us into the first world war anyway."
    Robert Anton Wilson

    "Government is an association of men who do violence to the rest of us."
    Leo Tolstoy

    "If one wants to recognize effortlessly the essense of politics, let one reflect upon the fact that it was a Hitler who was able to make the world hold its breath for many years. The fact that Hitler was a political genius unmasks the nature of politics in general as no other fact can."
    Wilhelm Reich, The mass psychology of fascism

    Ezra Pound

    "Perpetual War for Perpetual Peace!"
    ironic slogan by Harry Elmer Barnes, historian

    "The Austrians always claim Beethoven was Austrian, even though he was born in Germany,
    and that Hitler was German, even though he was born in Austria."
    swiss joke

    I saw a man upon the stair
    A little man who wasn't there.
    He wasn't there again today -
    Gee, I wish he'd go away!

    "The pure and simple truth is rarely pure and never simple."
    Oscar Wilde

    more wonderful Cosmic Trigger 2 updates later...

    First thing we'd climb a tree and maybe then we'd talk
    Or sit silently and listen to our thoughts
    With illusions of someday casting a golden light
    No dress rehearsal, this is our life


  • streaming vids
  • mushroom
  • balance
  • one


    (fixed some broken links throughout the site)

    I finished Cosmic Trigger 2: Down to Earth and it fucking rules even more than you expect or can fathom. What follows (will follow, oops :p) is a shitload of updates from the book that will be sprinkled around the site.

    "A free government with an uncontrolled power of military conscription is the most ridiculous and abominable contradiction and nonsense that ever entered into the head of man."
    Daniel Webster, Speech in the House of Representatives, January 14 1814.

    "My thesis held that language and hypnosis form the foundation on which humans create world of consciousness and of fantasy which no other animals seem able to achieve."
    Robert Anton Wilson

    "Animals only suffer physical pain; humans suffer both physical pain and an additional psychological pain from the thought (verbal construct), 'I should not have to suffer this.' This causes us to struggle for social progress, better medicine etc. but it also causes us to feel the same bitter sense of 'injustice' or 'wrongness' when there is nothing concretely that can be done to ease the pain. In short, without language we'd have less suffering and no progress."
    Robert Anton Wilson


    Timothy Leary: Think for yourself. Question authority.

    5 'terrorists' (read: muslims) get life sentences in 'London bomb plot'

    The trial for the first time exposed connections between the defendants and the deadly 2005 al-Qaida-linked attack on the city's transit system.

    Details kept secret to ensure a fair trial showed that counterterrorism agents tracking the five men had also stumbled onto the transit plotters. And despite disturbing signs that the transit plot was in the works, the agents failed to piece them together in time to prevent the July 7, 2005 bombings that killed 52 people, testimony and official briefings during the trial showed.

    The revelations are at odds with statements by Tony Blair's government after the 2005 attack. Senior ministers, who a month earlier had lowered the country's alert status, said the 2005 attack was unexpected and the perpetrators unknown.

    An investigation into this has been denied by the British Government, because they don't want more people to find out the july 7 bombings were an inside job just like 9/11...

  • There were terrorist drills going on for the exact thing that happened, just like on 9/11
  • On 7/7 steel from the subway floor was rising upwards (how can a backpack do that?)
  • the cameras were supposedly out of order but were not
  • the Brazilian man that was shot was said to have run with wires sticking out his thick jacket, while he was actually executed on the subway itself in a light denim jacket without wires
  • The media and the governments still haven't decided how exactly to spell Al-Qaida, which is fitting, cause how DO you spell a phantom menace's name that doesn't really exist?
  • People are fucking gullible and allow this shit to happen and are happy to give up civil liberties for... freedom

    The Fountain


  • streaming vids
  • ken wilber

    I got myself a ladder!

    1hatching of the physical self
    2birth of the emotional self
    3birth of the conceptual self
    4birth of the role self
    5the worldcentric or mature ego
    6Bodymind integration of the centaur - Realms of the superconscious
    7Psychic - Shamanistic - Animistic
    8Subtle - Saintly - Diety & Archetypes
    9Causal - Sagely - Non-Dual
    10Integrated Reality of all levels, states, conditions
    transcends all, includes all (not really seperate of 9)


    YT:: NLP & Hypnosis: Instant and Rapid Hypnosis Inductions


    "It's not a therapy group, it's a training session - if you want to go to therapy well, we can recommend
    some therapists who are very reliable, why some of their clients have seen them for 20 and 30 years." :p
    Richard Bandler about Neurolinguistic Programming

  • streaming vids
  • mind techniques
  • osho

    "Tension is thought, thought is tension."
    Christopher Hyatt.

    I decided I'd finally do the exercises in Hyatt's crazy ass book Undoing yourself with energized meditation and other devices, I read in the preface that Israel Regardie says that Osho's Chaotic Meditation (which is mentioned later in this post, and updated on Osho's page) is what comes closest to Hyatt's methods so why not test that respected opinion. It's less exhausting and muscle straining than Kundalini Yoga & the Chaotic meditation (these are all circuit 6 level practices btw). The book is also one of the funniest thought provoking bitchslapping mindfucking pieces of literature you could ever hope to find.
    Yogani's mantra meditation and pranayama is great for cultivating samadhi but I don't think a mantra meditation will ever lead to enlightenment and with all the freaking add-ons every so much time too... so let's up the ante, keep up with the AYP routine and go up a circuit nonetheless. This will be a time of interesting pacing as I'm doing Reiki, Tibetan Yoga, running and working out and all kinds of other stuff like NLP and Hypnosis aswell.
    I'm also working on several new pages I promised before but it could take a while before they finally make it online.
    Oh and did I mention I'm going to Thailand in June? Because I am ;p


    Second Attention Music

    Check out the great video of Shpongle - The Birth Of A Creature.
    Also check out the 2 mp3s Falling Awake - Music for dreamers.
    A wonderful compilation including among many other wonderful tracks:
    Failure - The Nurse who loved me (A perfect Circle cover)
    Tool - No Quarter (Led Zeppelin cover)
    Uncle - Rabbit in your headlights
    Mr Bungle - Retrovertigo

    Now I'm finding truth is a ruin
    Nauseous end that nobody is pursuing
    Staring into glassy eyes
    There's a vintage thirst returning
    But I'm sheltered by my drama channel-surfing
    Every famine virtual


    "Mind is very serious, and meditation is absolutely nonserious. When I say this you may be bewildered, because people go on talking about meditation very seriously. But meditation is not a serious thing. It is just like play. Nonserious. Sincere, but nonserious. It is not something like work; it is more like play. Play is not an activity. Even when it is active, it is not an activity. Play is just pleasure. The activity is not going anywhere; it is not motivated. Rather, it is just pure, flowing energy.
    But it is difficult, because we are so involved in activity. We have always been so active that activity has become a deep-rooted obsession. Even while asleep we are active. Even when we are thinking about relaxing we are active. We even make relaxation an activity; we make an effort to relax. This is absurd! But it happens because of the robotlike habits of the mind.
    So what to do? Only nonactivity leads you to your inner center, but the mind cannot conceive of how to be nonactive. So what to do?"

    link: Osho's Dynamic/Chaotic Meditation
    (fair warning: this is a liberating circuit 6 meditation, which includes catharsis - each stage lasts 10 minutes)

    (From The New Alchemy: To turn you on)



    Sharm is a great hypnosis program that lets you compose your own hypnosis tracks, it has sessions on over 15 subjects with multiple options for each. You can edit those or record your own and choose which binaural beats or suggestions to use, and much moore. It's quite excellent!
    I substituted my Holosync Awakening Prologue (which is part of a continues and expensive program), which I tried for a week and a half and was not serving me well at all, the dumbass bells made my thoughts race and were very distracting - I substituted it with a alpha intro to long theta back to alpha outro mp3 with ambient sounds and nature sounds from Sharm and was very happy to find my samadhi (stilness) back in meditation and my wonderful 'zone' feeling afterwards meditation. I've also tried a delta waves session which expectedly made me fall asleep right away for a nice nap!

    The Proven Dangers of Microwaves

    Today's stuff will all become pages sooner or later:

  • The short path by Padmasambhava

    1. Reading of a great number of books of different religions and philosophies. Listening to many sages and teachers who adhere to many different theories. Scientifically experiencing and trying out several different methods.

    2. Choosing one from all investigated religions and philosophies and letting go of the others, as an eagle chooses one sheep from a herd as its prey.

    3. Live in a simple manner, humble in one's way of acting; not trying to be remarkable or seeming important in the eyes of the world, but raising one's spirit high above all worldly power and fame after this seemingly unimportance.

    4. Indifference toward everything. Behaving as a dog or pig who eats what happens to be around. Making no choice between the occuring things. Making no effort whatsoever to receive or avoid something; with equality accepting everything that happens, richess or poverty, praise or loathing, stopping to distinguish between piety and impiety, honor or shame, good and evil. Never be sad, or have sorrow about done matters and on the other hand never being happy or proud about what one has accomplished.

    5. Observing conflicting opinions and different manifestations of activity with complete equality and disattachement. Understanding that these are unavoidably confined in the unique manner of acting of each individual. Understanding all of this and remaining serene. Overseeing the world as someone looking down from the highest mountain on the valleys and lesser mountain tops around them.

    6. The sixth stadium cannot be described. It corresponds with the realisation of emptiness, that in Lamaistic terminology stands for Inexpressible Reality.


    Spiral Dynamics:
  • overview
  • overview
  • overview (dutch)
  • Spiral Dynamics wiki
  • Clare W.
  • wiki


    5 Tibetan Energy Rejuvenation exercises

    I recently got this book from a friend Ancient Secret of the Fountain of Youth by Peter Kelder, I read it in two days and found it very interesting. Not because I want or need to look more youthful (quite the opposite lol :p) but the energy rejuvenation aspect really interested me. The link above contains all 5 exercises with an animated image, it's a quick yoga routine which is more easy and fun to do than any Hatha Yoga routine I've come across.

    I then ran into this wiki article which is very skeptical of the exercises and their origins. I think it doesn't hurt to say that everyone needs to be very skeptical about all wiki articles and their origins aswell lol as a lot of articles seem to be composed by amateurs who know just a fraction of what the hell they're typing about. So here's a rebuttal of all the reasons they listed why these exercises are fiction.

  • 1. There are five chakras in Tibetan medicine, not seven chakras.

    So what, Kelder could have just edited the number of chakras to the more western used view.

    2. Tibetan medicine considers health to be a balance of five elements, not the speeding up of seven vortices.

    Generalizing Tibetan medicine, or anything is freaking stupid

    3. Yoga in Tibet never included whirling.

    Shamanism and Sufism (whirling) are the basis of most if not all mystical traditions in the world.

    4. Buddhist Lamas teach to transcend attachment to the body, including ideas of being young, thin or beautiful. Tibetan master Milarepa taught that illness and signs of aging were a wonderful blessing for cutting though our ego and attachment.

    There are so many schools, traditions and lineages in Tibet that no generalization is even respectful, views within these schools, traditions and even lineages differ greatly aswell.

    5. Authentic Tibetan yoga includes over a 100 movements and involves a variety of exercises.

    That's wonderful, so I guess that makes sure that a routine of 5 postures is invalid... Seriously thinking before you type, no?

    6. Tibetan yoga also includes several breathing practices, hundreds of complex visualisations and many meditation practices that a practitioner will take years to perfect under strict guidance from their personal Lama.

    Again, so what, some breathing practices are more advanced than others, not all practices include visualisations and not all exercises are performed under strict or any guidance from a personal or temporary Lama.

    7. An authentic Tibetan practitioner will always reveal the name and lineage of their teacher, usually accompanied by long dedicational verses. Similarly, authentic practitioners of any Tibetan system will make frequent citation and indeed veneration of any practice from an authentic ancient text. Generally said, any authentic Tibetan practice will have numerous references to lineage and provenance

    Well the Colonel wasn't an authentic Tibetan practitioner but an Englishman, and usually & frequent = not always...

    and will contain countless safeguards against invasive foreign interpolations.
    8. Tibetan monks did not teach secret yoga practices or share anything but minor spiritual practices with Westerners or laypersons generally in 1939.

    Holy generally generalization batman, where do you get it? Alexandra David-Neel was a WOMAN who travelled through India, China and mostly Tibet and got exposed to more knowledge, techniques, traditions, schools, mystical practices and teachings twenty to thirty years before the colonel supposedly went to Tibet.

    Even if the 5 Tibetans are made up by Peter Kelder or the Colonel or anyone the huge amount of positive reviews on Amazon seem to be clear that either they are most effective. The unconscious mind combined with repeated practice is extremely powerful whatever the case.

    Oh the previous days the vids page has been cleaned up some more and some tens of vids added here and there.
    I'll put the striked vids on the bottom of each section in the future so people can still know these docus exist.

    The person who says it cannot be done should not interrupt the person doing it.
    Chinese Proverb

    I am currently looking for employment, if you can use someone with my talents, please do not hesitate to contact me. My preferred location is in Belgium though anywhere will do ;)

    I'm trained in Psychology 101, Leary's 8 circuit model, Carl Jung's Analytic, Robert A. Wilson's and S. Wolinsky's Quantum psychology; Master Practitioner Neurolinguistic programming by Bandler and Chris Howard; Hale Dwoskin's Sedona method; Ericksonian Hypnosis; Ken Wilber's Integral theories; Spiral Dynamics; Attuned to Reiki level 1; Spirituality: mantra & vipassana meditation, hatha & kundalini yoga, pranayama, qi gong; Kinesiology; Shamanism by P. Hine, M. Harner, T. Andrews; Philosophy: Mind and Consciousness, New Thought, Transcendentalism, Greek: Plato, Aristotle, Stoics, Eastern: Buddhist, Hindu, Taoist, F. Nietzsche, T. McKenna, etc; Active Imagination and Image streaming; Joseph Campbell's mythology; Linguistics: E-prime; Lucid dreaming; Chaos magick by Hine and Carroll; Kabbalah, Huna, basic Quantum Physics, String theory and more.
    All between 1 and 3 years lay experience. I speak English, French and Dutch fluently along with some very basic German and Japanese. I also have 2 years experience at an international company with UNIX, Linux, Mainframe, SQL, SNMP, Microsoft Certified Systems Admin Windows Networking and HTML should that come in handy ;)
    My e-mail and professional and elaborate Curriculum Vitae can be obtained after initial contact.
    Contact (pm)

  • adyashanti

    Everytime I read the news, I'm always more confused.
    They're telling me to choose, but there's only lies to choose from.
    Michael Franti

  • streaming vids
  • sunspots & tombs
  • eckhart tolle
  • psychonaut
  • 8 circuits

    Some great links thanks to Abraxus of Second Attention

  • DMT-nexus
  • Exercises to free your mind
  • Top 10 Best Places to Get Free Books
  • Powerful Quotes by Eckhart Tolle from The Power of Now
  • The Many Meanings of The Matrix, Larry Wachowski and Ken Wilber
  • House of the Sun, a collection of spiritual and esoteric articles
  • Brainsturbator levels of scale
  • Mandala project

    "The word enlightenment conjures up the idea of some superhuman accomplishment, and the ego likes to keep it that way, but it is simply your natural state of felt oneness with Being. It is a state of connectedness with something immeasurable and indestructible, something that, almost paradoxically, is essentially you and yet is much greater than you. It is finding your true nature beyond name and form."
    Eckhart Tolle

    "All successful communication is hypnosis."
    Milton H. Erickson

    Understanding eachother > Agreeing with eachother

    "People are so fearful of the unknown... 'Whatever it is, I'm against it.'"
    Eckhart Tolle

    "To be is to be perceived."
    George Berkeley

    "We're like fish trying to discover water."
    Terence McKenna

    Worry is preposterous: we don't know enough to worry about anything.

    Thanks to all the people responsible for directing all this traffic to!
    I updated the entire series & linx pages for broken links and minor adjustements correcting sloppiness.

    YT: The Bush Team

    In December 2000 a gang of crooked politicians came to power after an election they didn't win. These men promptly arranged terrorist attacks on their own people. Today, still wanted for war crimes, they survive as servants of Evil. If you need a terrorist attack, if no one else can help, and if you can find them, maybe you can hire... the Bush team.

    Music: Dj Paul Edge
    Speech: Rev. Graylan Haglar
    Design: TOL23 Design

    "To stand in silence when they should be protesting makes cowards out of men."
    Abraham Lincoln

    "When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love has always won. There have been tyrants and murderers and for a time they seem invincible, but in the end, they always fail - think of it. Always."
    Mahatma Gandhi

    "Our role in life, is that the blessed of us will help the rest of us,
    until the rest of us become the blessed of us."
    Rev. Graylan Haglar


    St. Paul Art Crawl
    April 20, 21, 20 - 2007

    + OTHERS


    Luke Brown (BIO)
    Luke Brown is an intrepid explorer, part of a new generation of visionaries reconstructing the templates of culture as we know it. His art speaks of the spiritual mysteries in the human imagination. Check it out!



  • streaming vids
  • psychonaut
  • attraction

    As promised I removed EVERY SINGLE BROKEN LINK from the vids page, omg I'm pissed at google and youtube :p. How the hell can you justify removing so many vids? I apologize to the users for not removing more of them sooner, however you could have just let me know :p. I will now do a weekly check, you are still welcome to report broken links or new vids. I will always add new vids the same day or the day after you contact me! I will let the vids be striked for now, and when I have time I will add them to the offline recommended vids section so the page looks a little cleaner. I also fixed some video links for psychonaut and attraction pages. The rest of the site will get a broken link check later ;p

    Eternal thanks to aeQea for arranging & providing my new URL DEDROIDIFY.COM and making me a proud new member of the Media2017 network!

    If anything isn't working as it should, plz sign the guestbook and tell me and I'll fix it asap. (you can send a Private Msg and even if you don't I still have to approve it and I won't approve general site-fixing stuff on the gb so don't worry about cluttering or sending half-empty signings or anything, just do it!)
    (Btw, I found the magic of link validators and will be fixing every single broken link very soon)

  • streaming vids

    Added Vlad Tepes aka Vlad the Impaler, who was the inspiration for Dracula (see my own Vlad page here) to Mystery History and Gregory Colbert's wonderful Ashes and Snow to Consciousness

  • streaming vids
  • ken wilber
  • psychonaut
  • science
  • wake up
  • linx

    Lots of cleanup done on the vids page. Fixed and added Terence Mckenna, Stanislav Grof and Ken Wilber vids and related pages. Also Stanford Prison Experiment. Added my youtube profile link to the news&vids sidebars and linx page.

    YT: Rage Against the Machine - Know your Enemy

    A killer hangover on April fools.

    So I got myself a pet that April (O'Neill) knows :p


    The movie 300 is one of the most dazzling visual experiences I ever had! What an awesome movie! Great visuals, action, acting, dialogue, everything! And now it's time to read the Graphic Novel ;)

    Wiki article link: Battle of Thermopylae

    Archived posts

    index intro linx music random site info sitemap spyware streaming videos

    read guestbook sign guestbook